Oh Life

I really can't help but find myself in a severe state of hurt and anger. Justin hasn't answered my calls or text messages or e-mails in over a week. I wish he would tell me what the fuck is happening.

Keep thinking that I could have made radically different choices and I would not be hurting nearly as much as I am. I know that I shouldn't be living in the past, I know that logically it makes no difference one way or the other .

I still have some feelings for Justin and I realistically shouldn't after all of this time but I do. I am not sure really to what end I feel these things but seeing him could tip the scale one way or the other. Again that would require cooperation on his part.