Friday, July 10, 2009

Another Day

So today we took the 2 puppies back that we bought a week ago.....They were like the most perfect dogs you could ask for but our landlord said that they had to be trapped in the house all day instead of in a fenced in area outside......So I decided that I would give them up so that hopefully a family with a big yard will adopt them and give them I proper home........I feel really horrible about it......

I also realize that Jason is never gonna fucking commit to anything ....The whole reason for getting the puppies was to have something that was "ours" ......... Give him something to get attached to......but he didn't even want to try........I am tired of trying to get him to feel something other than lust at this point....I truthfully hate the way things are....we are going on 6 months soon here so why does he feel nothing???? Is it me, am I that flawed???

I just don't know anymore..............

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