For a real long time I have wondered why I am so screwed up in my thoughts about families,not just mine but other peoples families too. I realized tonight that I am actually alone. Apparently my mother told my younger sister that the reason she can't visit me is because she doesn't need to be around me when I am sleeping around. What makes this severely messed up is that I am not sleeping with anyone. Never thought I would feel this way about my mom.
All children fear failing their parents and all parents fear failing their children. The fact is that my mom hasn't failed to raise me to be a fully functional adult but she has failed to actually be my mom. A mom should always be honest to your face, should be there through the good, the bad and shouldn't seemingly be so insecure that the idea of her children spending time together makes her say cruel things.
I have done nothing but defend my mom until tonight for the last few years. I just have had enough.
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