movie i just watched

I just watched a movie called mom at 16 and i cried a lot ......the girl in the end gave up her son to an open adoption........ Something I could never ever do.......I look at my son and although there are times i wish i was alone again i would miss his silly little laugh, his kisses, the way he hides behind his hands when he is in trouble.....and little raisin face...........He is my little miracle......my turdly.....I could not watch some one else walk away with son....my Mr.Will it would kill me......