movie i just watched

I just watched a movie called mom at 16 and i cried a lot ......the girl in the end gave up her son to an open adoption........ Something I could never ever do.......I look at my son and although there are times i wish i was alone again i would miss his silly little laugh, his kisses, the way he hides behind his hands when he is in trouble.....and little raisin face...........He is my little miracle......my turdly.....I could not watch some one else walk away with son....my Mr.Will it would kill me......

Confused

Everything is good ......Keep thinking about my life and how I would drop everything if I didn't have Will and if hadn't already fallen for Blake.....and run to save him but its really hard to wanna give up my future for my past...I am really fighting myself right now........